astig sa astig - negotiation

opposite pole attract while similar ones repel. that's basic physics and probably we are all aware of that. but is it applicable to humans that have the complexity of behavior depending on the stimulus presented to them? do humans have the propensity to react simply in black and white just like any matter does?

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Twinkle Twinkle

The gay community makes use of jargons or terminologies to hide specific behaviour and characteristic peculiar to the group. There are hundreds of them, or even thousands. Some of them that are widely and openly used are perhaps the “top”, “bottom”, and “versa”. Applicable only to homosexuals I guessed, only the gay-friendly straight people would have understood them. Moreover, another term which is really my point of interest here is “twinks”. I first encountered it in gay stories I read. It refers to guys or men who are in their twenties.

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My Own Medicine

I watched him doing this and thought, “Eto ba ang tinatawag na ‘muscle worship’?”

Who would expect that I would finally made an encounter with myself during my last visit to my favourite cinema. No, it’s not out of desperation because of the absence of possible market. Rather, I met someone who is like just me when I was still starting to explore the world of my sexuality. He was uptight, naive, and maybe confused.

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Want to see my Peacock?

To equip oneself, one must know and learn the system that operates in the jungle.

“Want to taste my nine inches?”  Say nay if you do not want.  But how many would not allow themselves taste or at least hold a real live nine inches meat?  Two things I could guess, they may either be insecure or in denial.  For me, I would want to see one, hold it, and put a measuring tape against it.

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Toy Master

That day seems like a wind that breezes through nothingness. It left nothing but just the feeling and scent of pleasure.

It is more than a week since the day that Mark and I “reunited” in the house of Miss M. Yeah, we christened his “big time lover” to Miss M to stand for all the “m’s” that we could think befitting her. She accepted the moniker as we submerged her on the pool as if baptizing her. That day, she did not only enjoy the company of his personal boy toy but of another one. Two boy toys and she felt like a queen.

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Boytoy

I could see influence and power on the woman. She could make or break a person.

It is my biological clock waking me up. This is Saturday morning and I am supposed to run. I have even prepared my gear in my mind long before this day because I know I am having a wardrobe shortage because I was not able to have my laundry for almost two weeks already. However, this is not my room. This room is dark and freezing from the air-conditioning. Where am I?

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