Handjob

Here we are again, the never-ending question of top, bottom, or versa. Why can’t we just proceed with what we have planned for the both of us instead on delving with this issue as if this actually runs a relationship? Mind you, sexual compatibility among the homosexual community that seems to lean on the top-bottom (read, dick to ass) combo is already a cliche.

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Call Me Maybe?

What’s in a number? They are hints and not merely random numbers in our head. We use them very often in our passwords, identification numbers, and cybernames. These numbers must have meanings for us because if not there is something that would be lost forever.

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Risk of Expectations

“This is just for the trip. Really. After this, let us part our ways and just think that what has just happened is part of a dream.” Seems easy to say. What if after sleeping together the other party could not get over it and would treasure the moment when you were together? Is that something to be proud of or is it something to be scared?

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Foursome or ... (cont.)

"Cocksucker!"  How derogatory is that? I, who has been envied because of my body, will bow down on someone’s dick? I would be tainting my reputation if I would do that. I would rather take that label of being narcissist, or a chauvinist, or an egocentric bastard than being called a “cocksucker”. I never thought in my mind that I will have a cock inside my mouth until three years after I have my partner. But it was only two years ago that I started to explore others’ dicks. Yeah, I know I am a late bloomer.

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Foursome or ... (cont.)

The door is open. Should we close it? James and John are outside still drinking the remaining beers. Whether they have plans to make out or not, I still don’t have any idea. Perhaps if we would let the door remain open, we could set up the mood, would make them horny, and would eventually give in to their desires. We leave the door open.

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Foursome or ...

“When the cat is away, the mouse will play.” This cliché is no longer true with me since I can always play even when the cat is present and intriguingly even, the cat could always join the game that the mouse is playing. Weird to most but hey, aren’t we all having the option of choosing what is best or let’s say satisfying for us? Certainly yes, we do. Moreover, would it not be interesting if a different game is introduced while the cat is away? So now, what game is the mouse contemplating of doing?

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Wanted Housemate

We are looking for two new housemates. Who would be interested? Perhaps I would be getting a number of inquiries from the readers of this blog through my comment page. If I would post my number here, sure I would also get some text messages and a few phone calls. However, how many of these interested people are really interested on checking our place and possibly convert them to a new housemate? I would probably say, less than 5 percent.

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Being Old and Sad?

“I saw this old gay guy, about in his late fifty’s or early sixty’s, sitting across me while I am in a bus going here to your place. I was looking at him and I could see how sad his face was. I should have minded my own business but I come to think and ask myself, would I suffer the same fate?” A friend relayed his encounter during a drinking session. He then asked me, “How would you see yourself upon reaching that same age?”

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